Wow so there's actually a really good explanation to why I haven't responded to anyone's comments, etc.

You see I lost my password about a year ago... Then miraculously I decided to try logging into this one again and somehow got the password right. Weird, but I'm so happy to be back. I've missed this account so dearly, but I did set up a new one. However, now that I have access to this one again I would like to keep them separate.

I've really missed my identity on here though. I missed the stuff I used to make so much, and the base I had established on this account. Most of all, I've missed all the people! most of who are probably not even active anymore =\

As far as art goes, I haven't done much of anything in forever. My style if you will has changed a lot though. I don't do as much of the abstract things as I used to. I also lost my old programs, so the only thing I have these days is Photoshop, and I just never really get into it. I haven't decided yet if I want to continue posting on this account, but I will check it from time to time.

AND NOW something that's needed to happen for a long time. I'm going to clean up my gallery & scraps. What I mean there is organize the things and get rid of a lot of this godawful poetry.

Music is beautiful, it brings me so much inspiration. There are so many beautiful words and you hear them and wish you had said them yourself. It's amazing.

I've been here for about three years now, and browsed through my journals. I feel like a very different person. I am essentially the same as I was then, just wiser and more "mature" I suppose. Now is always the wisest time in our lives. Who we were could never match the wit we hold now, but we are still not the smartest we will be. In two years I will be back and I will see how much I have changed. I will know so much more, and feel so different. Yet still, essentially the same.

Basically I'm still lazy, boring, and slow... and my thoughts are also still quite unorganized. Maybe one day I'll be able to say things the way I think them. I'm off to do the things I do now.

There's a lot that affects our lives. There are a lot of people who come into our lives. We change ourselves for them and we take on parts of them and leave a part of us with them. Yes, we are a compilation of all the people we meet, but that doesn't mean we are not unique. We take these things we like and morph it into who we are, and use it in our own special way.

That's the beauty though. Alone we are all the same, but together we are unique. Alone all we look out for is ourselves, but in a group our qualities begin to show. We stand out as individuals. It's strange how we can all be so similar-- the same -- yet at the same time so different.

Some people affect our lives more than others. Usually those stick out as our friends or enemies. I have more to write, but things to do for now.

Yesterday was AMAZING! I saw the most amazing band ever in concert, and I went crowd surfing. Now I'm very stress free. I'm not worrying about a class or people or anything and I feel like I finally have my summer. I'm very excited about not knowing what's ahead, and not trying to control everything.

I'm so happy and FREE. I feel like things are finally starting to make sense even though I know in a few years I'll look back and think something strange of this. I wonder if there will ever be a time in my life when I stop that. I think I'm happy, I'm just trying not to become too wrapped up in anything, and maybe be inspired again... I'm not sure. We'll find something. I'll find something. I'm a new person now.